zL express

Hmm..... Cannibal Anyone?

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 04:31:00 +0000

Well, it's harsh living in this world,

I feel really lucky though because i don't have to eat my relatives or family members when i am starving @.@''

Wonder how i got the above statement?

Well, i have some pictures to show and if you faint when you see blood,

do not click here and here and here please=)

I don't really know what's wrong~

I am just grateful human does not practice cannibalism....

It's awful having to eat your own kind not to say your own children......

I think they act this way because they have no other choices left,

but still it's too cruel...

to me it is...

Read the full article about the incident here

Some say it is global warming, some say it's just nature....

I have no idea...

but......

well.....

lets just hope the world will be a better place to live in in the future....

Actually i saw those picture in newspaper...

but think that i should share them here, so i do so right away~

Hope they make whoever reading this into some thought =)

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說苦是因為他不能堪忍！愈是不能堪忍的人，愈是痛苦。

Some talk about suffering and distress, because they cannot endure with patience. Those who cannot be patient have even more suffering.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Peace of Mind

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 18:24:00 +0000

Peace of mind,

exactly what i need....

What other people do during their holiday i do not know.

Gaming whole day?

Watching drama from morning to night?

Go hang out with friends from places to places?

Yes, i love to do those stuff as well,

yet now i am enjoying my peaceful night listening some really nice songs~

A lot of things have been going through my mind these few days...

I am setting targets and i am trying to take responsibilities in things that happen in my life.

Well, at least thats what i am trying to achieve i guess.

I never really taken a midnight moment like this peacefully before,

As i used to stay up late only for a few things

Assignments...

Dramas....

Dota....

Assignments usually made me cracked my head so bad i can never calm down and not to say have some peaceful moment.

Dramas always have all these tense and tearful moment where i let myself completely go into the story itself which i can't have peaceful moment.

Dota........................very tense -.-''

Cannot feed, must pawn!

People will most likely say i am crazy for not sleeping at time like this....

Yes, i admit when i am rushing for assignments i would scold those who are too free but not sleeping as well...lol but now, i am enjoying this peaceful moment with everything around me quiet and calm..... i simply think this is nice...........

Too bad, just too bad i am not living by the beach or somewhere with a big grass field where i can just sit there and look at the starry sky having some wine with my love one.........................

Too bad eh? =)

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把氣憤的心境轉換為柔和，把柔和的心境再轉換為愛，如此，這個世間將愈益完美。

Turn anger into gentleness, and turn gentleness into love. Doing this, the whole world becomes increasingly more perfect.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Blogging....

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Sat, 05 Dec 2009 05:22:00 +0000

Have been receiving complains here and there

so here i am.....

blogging?

I admit i have not been updating...

Just maybe, maybe i was too busy and i really need to be in the right mood to write something i guess =)

Have always wanted to update every now and then but obviously i failed!

I don't want to simply crap anything just for the sake of updating even when i am not in the mood for it as i think it's pretty unfair to my little blog here....

Quite a lot happened since my last post but i am not going to mention everything here~

To me, blogging is my way to communicate with my friends who are not around me to know what i am up to or what i have been doing, or a way where i share my feelings with people around me =)

However, i have no idea since when does it become such a big responsible in my life to update it even when i don't feel like doing so.....

Maybe i won't call myself a blogger, cause i only blog when i feel like it...

I even use the term blog because this is what everyone else calling it......

I would prefer it to be my personal open diary where everyone can access?

Anyhow,

here are some random updates about me...

My holiday started, yet i don't feel like i am having holiday for the first time as the only thing that change is that i won't have any deadline to meet for the coming month, i guess that's good?

Oh well, but i think i did very poorly for my finals....yes....POOR!

That's why i am not in mood for anything?

No!

my mood wasn't that bad as i knew being in a bad mood wouldn't help at all~

so i decided to try to work harder next time and am trying working on my weak points....

TRYING.....

Another update is that, i am trying something now....

Is not stable yet but it's something that involve money =D

Hopefully i can gain some extra pocket money from there~

I definitely forgot when was the last time i bought myself a pair of jeans or pants or shirt or anything-.-''

Yes yes, i spent all my money on printings.....they sucks!

Really........ sucks?

3rd update is...

I am feeling weird....

Seems like people around me are getting girlfriends xD

I have been thinking, when will i ever meet the one who is right for me....

But yea, i know.... things come when they come....no use rushing~

But, just that, when you see everyone around you telling you good news you will feel like sharing some of yours too......

SADLY, i have none to share~

Until then,

wish me a memorable and good holiday! =)

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難行能行，難捨能捨，難為能為，才能昇華自我的人格。

We can exalt our own characters only by doing what is difficult to do, giving what is difficult to give, and being what is difficult to be.

證巖法師靜思語

By Master Cheng Yen

Fragile

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 07:02:00 +0000

I just hate it to know that life is so fragile =(

We never know whats going to strike us from time to time,

that is why people say

"oh, just enjoy life as you can and live life to the fullest"

but the question is,

Can we do so?

I just feel helpless sometimes...

to know what people i know is in vain or trouble but there isn't anything i can do for them =(

NOTHING!

Sigh~

How would you feel if you lost your ability of sight, speech, smell, taste, hearing, walk, run?

Just simply choose one....

can you??

And how would your family react when they know you might lose one of those abilities?

Panic?

No idea...

Life is just toooooooo fragile.....

If you are lucky enough you can experience the wheels of life

but if you are not, u might stop at any stage

So folks.....

Just live your life well....

Thats all i can share...

i guess...

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人的心地就像一畝田，若沒有播下好的種子，也長不出好的果實來。

Our mind is like a garden; if no good seeds are sown, nothing good will grow from it.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Kuching Part 2

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 09:07:00 +0000

Hmm, sorry for not updating~
Sigh, the same things have been bothering me over and over =(

Ah well
the previous post was about the 1st day in Kuching
This one basically sums up everything else~

Basically, the whole Kuching trip was very tiring for me~
Wake up early,
Walk a lot,
Sleep very late,
The time we have our meals are always much later than what it should be =S

Ah well, the 2nd day we woke up pretty early to catch the feeding time of the Orang Utan in Semenggoh Wildlife Centre~
Basically all of us missed our breakfast =S

In the end

Yea....can spot the Orang Utan? lol
Only 3 appeared and all 3 of them stayed on the trees refused to come down-.-''
I have to use my camera x18 zoom and see.....this is what i get!!!! should have gone for breakfast lor =P

So we had our breakfast in the middle of nowhere after being dissapointed by the Orang Utans =(

Headed to Anah Rais Bidayuh Long house after that....
Went through a long and bumpy ride and we were welcomed with the famous rice wine of the Bidayuh =)

Group photo=)
What we did was, observe....
The construction method, the design approach... blah blah blah~
All i care was are there any Bidayuh hot chicks! =P

Went to the potry next.....
i was super tired that time.....

few of them tried to ply with this but failed....
nth much happen....was rather boring!

Skipped our lunch and visited Ethnology Museum after that.....
I wasn't feeling well actually by that time but there are lots of interesting stuff actually....
The contexts are pretty rich....
but most people tend to neglect these traditional stuff....
wonder why? =(

Oh well, atleast i tried my best to absorb what i can~
Rest for a few hours and we had our seafood dinner!
It was nice and yea, they couldn't finish the food...
I actually tried my best to finish off everything as i don't like to waste....
Almost vomit-.-''

On the third day we woke up pretty early as well and grabbed our breakfast nearby~
Headed to the Cultural Village after another bumpy ride =S

We basically walked around and there were a lot to for us to see....
Varies kind of long houses and i really like some of them =)
I did enjoy myself here!

This is how the staircases of the long houses looks like....
Tall and narrow.....
imagine them running on it~ Not easy ya know!

Oh ya,
I did a Blow Job there!

Lol there performances by the locals are very entertaining as well,
atleast for me~
Much better than Mini Malaysia in Malacca~
lol

We went back in the afternoon and walk around while doing researches for our assignments....
Headed back to our lodge and rest~
Most of us slept for 12 hours or more...
so basically only Gus and I had our late dinner while everyone else slept until the other morning @.@''

Well, nothing much to write about the fourth day as it was boring for me...
They all were busy doing their shopping while i did not buy anything xD
So i just walked around with them.....

lots of stuff going on in my mind...
Sigh,
i just wish life is easier =)

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美滿的人生，不在物質、權勢、名利及地位，而在人與人之間的關愛與情誼。
A fulfilling life is not preoccupied with material objects, prestige and power, A fulfilling life is filled with true friendships, sharing, and caring for each other.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Kuching with assignment~

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 14:56:00 +0000

Hey folks,
I am in KUCHING!!
Alright, not very exciting since i am here for my assignment~ STRESS =(

Reached here at around 1.30PM today and checked in to Singgahsana Lodge...
It was actually a quite decent place and i like it here...This is how my room looks like =)
Comfortable!

Like everyone who came to Kuching,
we greeted the giant cat~
It rained very soon after we reached...
So we had to eat at KFC-.-'', yea sucks...i know~

After our pathetic lunch,
we..... we basically walked the whole Kuching town until 7pm....

Actually,
i found Kuching not much different from Seremban aside from the waterfront.....
The buildings here are almost the same as Seremban's ~ in my point of view xD

The weather wasn't good for taking photos today~
so i did not snap much

There are just so much dark clouds =S

Oh well, let just hope tomorrow will let me enjoy....
Trying to enjoy my assignment=S xD

Till then, hope i can blog every night when i am here=)
See ya soon

Last Minute

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 00:07:00 +0000

Last minute work sucks! @.@''
Why am I stucked with this while i knew it would be like this if i do last minute?

AAAaaaaaAA!!!!!!!!!
Just want to get over with this one....
Stuck stuck stuck....
please unstuck me T.T

Yiuzzz....
Either dead or alive.....
Will know later....

Appreciate what we do not have!

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 11:51:00 +0000

While we were sleeping, having our meals or just stucking in traffic jams
People are suffering!!

I cannot help it but i just couldn't ignore it...
The numbers of natural disasters just rises over time..
Is that the sign of the end of the world?
I have no idea, but i wouldn't want to constribute to it!

Earthquake!!!!
I did not feel anything, but some people felt it~
The earthquake was in Western Sumatra yet, most areas from Malaysia can feel the tremor,
imagine the destruction it caused there?

While people are suffering from the quake, crying and screaming for help, trying to survive or having stucked inside a collapsed building RIGHT NOW..
We Malaysian are feeling all excited about it, discussing and asking if people around feel the tremor, feeling disappointed for not being able to feel it or what so ever......
What is wrong with our people? hoping to feel the drastic disaster itself?
I seriously don't want to die with them-.-''

For those who have no idea how serious the Earthquake was,
Click Here & Here & Here

Just enjoy the days we have....
I have a feeling someday, Malaysia will eventually have earthquake as the tremors from Indon are getting stronger and stronger.......
Do keep in mind all building in Malaysia do not have quake resistant!

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人因自覺而成長，因自滿而墮落。
Because of self-awareness, people grow. Due to self-satisfaction, they fail and retrogress.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Pathetic Day

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:21:00 +0000

Its 12.22 am now,
guess what am i doing? lol

Yea, i am eating my dinner....
after 30 minutes of waiting for it just now...
Why so late?

I was running late for a meeting with my brother...
so i skip my meal and thought i can have it after the meeting...
i was so wrong...

traffic jam for an hour and meeting for 20 minutes,
traffic jam back 40 minutes and wait for 30 minutes for my dinner...
Now,
i am finally back....
eating~

Today has not been a good day,
for the 1st time in my college,
i got a F for my critic session =(
The worst i had before was C.....
now F!
I was stunt and confuse when i was told....
but later on my tutor told me my problem....
guess i wasn't focusing enough and wasn't in the right path *sigh*
Hopefully i can get a better grade during the final to cover up this F!
F for fighting!

While i was receiving my F,
my buddies from college had fun!
Too bad i miss it out totally due to the difference of our timetable

Click Here if you want to know what they did

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再好的機會、福報，如不能把握因緣，一樣會溜走。
Despite how good the opportunity or how great the rewards of good deeds done in the past, if one cannot make good use of present causes and conditions, everything still flow away.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Effort

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 05:34:00 +0000

It's 1.35pm now
I have not done anything for today....

Somehow i feel that i am such an odd person.
While everyone else focus on what should be done,
i focus on what should not be done for the time being...
Pathetic isn't it?

I just don't force myself enough.....
Trying to........
I never really put more than 60% effort in everything i have done before~
Why can't I?

How do i squeeze the remaining 40% out or even 10 more % will be good enough for now~
I just need to believe that i believe in the law of attraction....

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甘愿做，欢喜受。
Be willing to do, be happy to bear.

Puppy Rolling Back~

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:13:00 +0000

May shared this video with me a moment ago~
The puppy was super adorable and seriously it put a smile on my face=)
CUTE!!!!

However,
I didn't just take it as a video~lol

Somehow,
the puppy reflects me situation?
I do not know....
I just feel like i am too like that...
struggling to get what i want but in the end still not being able to learn the right way =S

However,
Will not give up as giving up not only affect me but people around me!
So, the video actually make me think.... a little~
Till then~

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As i said in previous post,
The Jing Si Aphorisms i want to share is

人要自愛，才能愛普天下的人。
Respect yourself, so you can love all those under heaven.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Jing Si Aphorisms (静思语)

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 06:25:00 +0000

Have not be able to progress for quite a period of time,
somehow, my body is weaken by my mind.....
I feel tired all the time, even without doing anything.....
Is this what i should be doing at time like this?
Everyone else is busy busy busy,
working on their work...
drawings.... etc

I am wasting time and searching for excuses.....
Somehow, because my confident level is so darn low now...

Yesterday,
I was told that Jing Si Aphorisms (静思语) are very useful for everyone....
I realized that somehow i have forgotten the existance of such thing since some times ago...
I still remember how i was influenced by all these wise words when i was little....
So, this morning, i have been reading through Jing Si Aphorisms (静思语) over and over again,

Some of them are like saying at my situation right now!

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"人生最大的成就，是从失败中站起来"

"The greatest achievement in the life is to rise up again from failure."

Yea, my design have not been accepted for a few weeks,

maybe that's why my confident is so low now....

but this phrase is exactly saying me....

How can i let some failures stop me some doing anything further?

Guess i should just keep on working until one of my design work~

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"做該做的事是智慧，做不該做的事是愚痴。"

"To do whatever should be done is wisdom；to do whatever should not be done is ignorance."

So again, i am not wise for not doing what i should be doing now=S

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Guess, there's no time to waste
Wish me luck=)
Hope that i can do it!

p/s: Maybe i will put a phrase of Jing Si Aphorisms to share with all of my readers in every post of mine in the future =D

Memories

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 18:21:00 +0000

What are memories?
Does it exist in a form which rely on objects or does it grow in your mind?

The human mind is a very powerful thing,
so powerful that it can never be understand completely.
Well,
you never know how many things it can store for you.

Some people say memories fade as time pass,
but i think they do no fade away but they are stored into somewhere deeper then before which you really need to dig and dig to remember.

I have memories,
good?
bad?
happy?
sad?
but to me, it doesn't really matter anymore..

For me,
memories mean past tense
memories are something like a reminder or something that educate you for the future
memories cannot be reused unless you are dreaming.

So there,
A box filled with memories
Some memories in a storage deep deep inside the brain
But those in the box and in the brain are not 100% same
Yet,
explaination are not required
for memories should remain memories
that's how i see the issue

Live get easier when you think stuff the simple way

When Designers Meet

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 19:57:00 +0000

When most people are sleeping soundly,
Here i am =D

It's really boring to work on the same thing for a long period of time....
So, designer Eric Vooi from Melbourne who did not sleep as well started chatting with
me xD

The conversation soon become gay

LOL

Yes, Gay display picture leads to gay conversation xD
ah well,
little fun in the middle of assignments =)

display pics and print screen credit to Mr. E.V xD

Fix me?

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 16:07:00 +0000

FIX YOU
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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

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Yes,
the 1st and 2nd verse are completely what i want to sing out loud now!

Yet,
No lights guiding me home.....
no one trying to fix me....
and
i am not fixing myself.....

A beutiful song by my favourite band
Come on,
where did my will and my motivation went to?

Baby come back?!

Updating.....

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 15:54:00 +0000

Have been working on this post for half an hour and i decided to delete what i have wrote for the past half an hour @.@''

There are just too many stuff running through my mind right now and i have no idea how to express them in words.......

To summarize my life at this moment:

I am super duper broke!
I am seriously lack of ideas thus i feel stress but not showing good progress in my work
I like spending time with my friends =)

So thats all folks.....
That the updates from me!

but if you have time,
you may continue reading what i have to elaborate from the points above xD

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Yes,
My dad is not working anymore aka retired
My mom will also retire next year and she is a primary school teacher which means she don't have high salary~
My elder brothers are working but i think they can only take care of their own life as they will have to use their money on their future family as well.
So, yea~
I have RM100 as pocket money every week,
but it is not enough when i have to buy materials for assignments and printings,
so sometimes, i ask for extra pocket money.
However,
everything is so expensive now that when i am in Subang, every meal cost me around RM8-10
So...there goes my pocket money......

So not only i cannot save up money, but i use more than what i am given.......
thats why i forgot when was the last time i went shopping and buy stuff other than food and assignment's materials.

For my final assignments this semester,
My class have to go to Kuching and yea, 4 days 3 nights = around RM600

I seriously need scholarship T.T

For the 2nd problem,
I can't seems to have good enough ideas to please my tutor.... or even myself...
It is just like rushing for deadlines everyday and ideas just won't come out when you are rushing and stressful i guess =(
So, I am not happy with myself sometimes....
which lead me to the word "stress"
HOW?
no idea.......

3rd is something happy xD
Spending time with my friends seems to be the way i relax...
but, when i spend time with them, i can't do my assignments @.@''
I just like to spend time talking and chatting with them.
Although some of them left Malaysia for their studies,
but i believe the bonds between us will remain=)
We are closer than ever!
I ♥ my friends~
However,
when you go out with friends, you use money....
Even if you are just going to your friend's house,
you need to feed your car with petrol as well....=(

But i am glad i have really good friends =)

30%

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 08:32:00 +0000

I never really feel stressful before until this semester
Maybe its because of the large amount of work to be done.

Last week was quite stressful for me you see,
It is because of this particular subject call, Interior Material & Finishes...
Our first assignment for this subject was to build an eco-pod out of the recycle container =S
We then have to choose a site and it is best for you to choose material that can find on the site itself. My groupmate and I chosen beach -.-
So we uses a lot of coconut trees xD

The troublesome thing was, we have to imitate the material and finishes as good as we can,
meaning, if you say tat is a rock, even if you make it out of paper it must have the texture and it must be in scale....

We were having different assignments for different subjects every week,
so despite being brief about this assignments 2 weeks ago,
everyone only started to work on it this week....
Meaning, build the damn 1:20 scale model and also the power point slides with hell lots of information out in 3 days for presentation.

Thanks to Ken,
These were done.
Because of these sketchup images, we could progress faster in the model making.

Below are some random images of the model that caused me 2 sleepless night

The presentation was quite a success and i hibernated for 15 hours after that!
LOL

10 more weeks.....
Hopefully i can survive these 10 weeks!

Shadow within........

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 06:33:00 +0000

I am getting tired,
tired of myself getting so weak.

While everyone is having their time doing things they want to do,
i am sitting or lying on my bed falling asleep due to the effect of the medicine.
Why so weak?

I wonder if my body is lacking of something important,
people around me often ask me why do i get sick so often,
I could not tell, as i have no idea.

Recently, i am weak mentally too
somehow, i get distracted so easily...

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Excuse?
Maybe i am searching for excuses....

Dream?
I have a dream, yet i hardly pursuing my dream in the right path....

Taking things for granted?
Maybe i am....

In a space where people suppose to exist together,
how many actually be together in a mutual way?

The purpose of life?
To live a life without regret or to live a life that everyone want to have?

Tired of thinking
So just letting it be?

Solutions?
Is there solutions for every problems or is it just a term to comfort people....

Life is too complex to understand....
Yet for sure that, if one want to feel happiness, there must be pain....

So,
is these pain i am having is leading to happiness?
or
will pain continues and you have to eventually use the power of your mind to think that
the pain is irrelevant and you are actually very lucky and happy compare to many people?
How bout those who are more happy and lucky then yourself?
Never compare with them?

In the end,
should we be satisfied easily or should we pursuit for more?

If one is easily satisfied, he/she may not improve as he/she is satisfy....
If one is pursuing for more, he/she may be improving but never happy.....
How do we balance?

HOW?

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Yes, i am sick....
These are what came into my thoughts when i was resting....

We just have to smile i guess =)

10%

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 19:02:00 +0000

Yes i am up late again
Have been having itchy throat for the past whole week and yet to recover~
Sigh, everyone is sick somehow.... =(

Finally done my Mechanism of Space's model for studio and actually i have not much confident on this one...
10%
and i wonder how much i can get out of 10~

Ah well, it was a 2 weeks work and i have changed various type of designs since it started
Somehow, i restricted myself too much according to my tutor~

So, i actually made this thing out in 3 hours time and just finalized it 5 hours ago wondering will my tutor be convinced~

I have no intention of presenting my work here though....
There will be a lot of details....lol
Working on my presentation panels now and hopefully i will be able to crap as i used to crap xD

Somehow my brain is still in the fridge and my soul is still having holiday =(
Only my body goes to college each day

Too much distractions!

Life just get tougher

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Wed, 05 Aug 2009 20:09:00 +0000

With the situation happening around us lately i really can't imagine what the future will be like.....

Each and every year,
there are just more and more stuff happening....

Examples?
Global WarmingHuman are the cause of global warming and while the polar bears have not started to complain, human around me have been yelling and complaining about the hot weather~

H1N1

Some virus which cannot be seen are just everywhere,
Everyone is getting panicked and everyone around me including myself seems to be catching flu or fever.....

Haze
The haze hazard is becoming more and more significant for the past few days...
I am even scares to breath but what choice do i have?

Global Financial Crisis
The financial crisis somehow worries me as i am afraid that people around me will be affected,
yet, my course mates are discussing about Tokyo or Nepal for activity week @.@
Hell, i don't even have enough pocket money for those nasty assignments!

Why am i up so late?
Yea, assignment....
Seems that my brain have been stuck during my long break earlier on...
I have been thinking for two days and i don't have any inspiration nor motivation =(
Oh well, just finished my ideas and hopefully it will be approved.
Somehow i forgot when was the last time i sleep early~
yet i am sick now....
yes, sick again!!!!
Wish me luck!

TERMITES!

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 15:24:00 +0000

Have you ever see termites before?

Well, to be honest i have been living with them for quite sometimes...

You see, I have been living in this particular room since the beginning of the year and when i first moved in, my friends and i saw some part of the flooring are very fragile and a bit hollow,
so we thought it might be because of water leakage or something like that @.@

So when i came back from my long long holiday, we actually found out that the hollow parts are expanding~
The truth was, we don't really care, wtf xD
until one day i step on one place and make a small hole...
Guess what?
small white termites are running freely inside.

To some extend, it was scary...
so today, we had our wars with the termites

In the end, i was too happy searching and destroying those termites until i realize that the flooring of my room becomes like

~。~

almost 40% of my room have such flooring now~
and due to the super smelly toxic that we used....
I am here blogging as i cant sleep with that smell all over my room...

Crap~

Make My Day

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 12:26:00 +0000

The questions about life often linger around us~
days after days we ought to search the answer on our own life~

What is life for actually?
Everyone is in pursuit of a happy life but how to actually own a life that is happy?
no ones really know=S

I've been observing people around me~
most of them are in search of happiness, thinking various ways to have fun in order to run away from the hectic life everyone is having
yet, those so called fun or happiness are short or should i say temporarily...
shopping, traveling etc...

yes, one should feel happy during the process
but before and after it, one may feel stressful preparing and calculating their budget and all
=S

that's life basically...
you refresh yourself for awhile through all these and go back to your work/studies
only to find yourself being depress and stressful once more not long after....
so the cycle keep on going...

Is there anyway to make one happy even though one is facing his/her hectic studies/work?
i wonder~
one really have to possess wisdom to do so i guess....

oh well,
doesn't matter how,

I don't understand a word but it
Make My Day =D

1st of July

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 03:32:00 +0000

Again, i have not been updating for ages~
Time passes extremely fast without i even realizing.
I am a bit confuse on what life should be like for a student....

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I have been working once in awhile throughout the holiday,
seems that all the work that i can involve in are utterly meaningless as the mechanics of every work are as easy as wasting my time to change some cash.....
What's the purpose of making money by wasting time thus leaving myself with no time to spend my money?
Anyhow, i did not learn anything new in particular...
The only thing is that i get to meet a lot of different people and observe how human behave and react to certain situations.....

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Oh by the way,
now i am at home recovering from my sickness which i don't know for sure is what.
Doctor said it might be dengue when i see him on Sunday but i think the fever has gone away yesterday.
Have been a very troublesome sickness that is for sure....
Vomited 4-5 times on Sunday and i was actually working in Port Dickson =S
In the end, i worked for few hours and drove home to rest and were close on having a few car accidents....
Man, i don't know how to explain but when you are so weak and energy less yet you need to drive 40KM without any mistakes....
There was even once i need to have an emergency stop by the road side just so that i won't vomit in the car!
I am just lucky i am alive!

Although i have stop vomiting, i go to the toilet quite often after that....
hopefully things are getting better today...much better=)
If not i will have to visit the doctor once more or might have to get emitted to the hospital @.@

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Have been trying to visit a few places but "sigh"
H1N1 everywhere....
All my initial plans have to be canceled =(
Anyhow, there's still a month of holiday and i am getting well,
so i already planned up something~

life have been funny and yet i have no idea how to explain how funny it was....
but in a way, i do feel lonely sometimes....
i realize i don't have a lot of real friends.....
mostly acquaintances~
oh well, i am glad i have those that stood by me=)

I felt lonely but i know i am not alone!
Yes, Michael Jackson singing "You're not Alone" to me
=D

GEE GEE GEE GEE

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:22:00 +0000

First watch this

Next watch this

Just for a good laugh xD
I personally like the song very much....
Catchy song~

Rest In Peace

noreply@blogger.com (zhenlong25) — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 10:23:00 +0000

I still remember how i wanted to fly around onboard on an airplane when i was young..
When i go on a flight for the 1st time 2 years back, i was so excited you see.
I have no idea why, but i like going to the airport,
i like it more when i am the one flying...
Yet,even when technologies are so so so good these days, accident can still happen.
and when accidents happen，what can we do?

If you guys have no idea what's going on
Air France Flight 447
a flight scheduled from Rio de Jeneiro to Paris was reported missing 2 days ago and it was presumed that none of the 228 people on board survive.

click here
or
here
for more information regarding the flight itself.

My mum always complained that my dad always turn on Discovery Channel or National Geographic for flights accidents programs while my dad totally ignore my mum and told us we must always gain knowledge from experiences just in case similar things happen @.@

I do agree with my dad, but when something like this happen, what can we really do?
I always think myself when i saw any misfortunes " what would i do if the same thing happen to me?" and even though i can get some answers after thinking for awhile but if it really happen, i think i will just panic like everyone else =S

I truly doesn't understand how this world is going...
almost 300 lives just disappear without warnings...
how sad to have know this...
What i can do is pray for them and may their families stay strong....

We can't predict the future and we may not know what happen the next second or minute.
That is why we must live our life to the fullest in the way we like so that there will be no regret.

Rest in Peace
everyone aboard
Air France Flight 447