Appreciate what we do not have!

While we were sleeping, having our meals or just stucking in traffic jams
People are suffering!!

I cannot help it but i just couldn't ignore it...
The numbers of natural disasters just rises over time..
Is that the sign of the end of the world?
I have no idea, but i wouldn't want to constribute to it!

Earthquake!!!!
I did not feel anything, but some people felt it~
The earthquake was in Western Sumatra yet, most areas from Malaysia can feel the tremor,
imagine the destruction it caused there?

While people are suffering from the quake, crying and screaming for help, trying to survive or having stucked inside a collapsed building RIGHT NOW..
We Malaysian are feeling all excited about it, discussing and asking if people around feel the tremor, feeling disappointed for not being able to feel it or what so ever......
What is wrong with our people? hoping to feel the drastic disaster itself?
I seriously don't want to die with them-.-''

For those who have no idea how serious the Earthquake was,
Click Here & Here & Here

Just enjoy the days we have....
I have a feeling someday, Malaysia will eventually have earthquake as the tremors from Indon are getting stronger and stronger.......
Do keep in mind all building in Malaysia do not have quake resistant!

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人因自覺而成長，因自滿而墮落。
Because of self-awareness, people grow. Due to self-satisfaction, they fail and retrogress.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Pathetic Day

Its 12.22 am now,
guess what am i doing? lol

Yea, i am eating my dinner....
after 30 minutes of waiting for it just now...
Why so late?

I was running late for a meeting with my brother...
so i skip my meal and thought i can have it after the meeting...
i was so wrong...

traffic jam for an hour and meeting for 20 minutes,
traffic jam back 40 minutes and wait for 30 minutes for my dinner...
Now,
i am finally back....
eating~

Today has not been a good day,
for the 1st time in my college,
i got a F for my critic session =(
The worst i had before was C.....
now F!
I was stunt and confuse when i was told....
but later on my tutor told me my problem....
guess i wasn't focusing enough and wasn't in the right path *sigh*
Hopefully i can get a better grade during the final to cover up this F!
F for fighting!

While i was receiving my F,
my buddies from college had fun!
Too bad i miss it out totally due to the difference of our timetable

Click Here if you want to know what they did

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再好的機會、福報，如不能把握因緣，一樣會溜走。
Despite how good the opportunity or how great the rewards of good deeds done in the past, if one cannot make good use of present causes and conditions, everything still flow away.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Effort

It's 1.35pm now
I have not done anything for today....

Somehow i feel that i am such an odd person.
While everyone else focus on what should be done,
i focus on what should not be done for the time being...
Pathetic isn't it?

I just don't force myself enough.....
Trying to........
I never really put more than 60% effort in everything i have done before~
Why can't I?

How do i squeeze the remaining 40% out or even 10 more % will be good enough for now~
I just need to believe that i believe in the law of attraction....

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甘愿做，欢喜受。
Be willing to do, be happy to bear.

Puppy Rolling Back~

May shared this video with me a moment ago~
The puppy was super adorable and seriously it put a smile on my face=)
CUTE!!!!

However,
I didn't just take it as a video~lol

Somehow,
the puppy reflects me situation?
I do not know....
I just feel like i am too like that...
struggling to get what i want but in the end still not being able to learn the right way =S

However,
Will not give up as giving up not only affect me but people around me!
So, the video actually make me think.... a little~
Till then~


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As i said in previous post,
The Jing Si Aphorisms i want to share is

人要自愛，才能愛普天下的人。
Respect yourself, so you can love all those under heaven.

證巖法師靜思語
By Master Cheng Yen

Jing Si Aphorisms (静思语)

Have not be able to progress for quite a period of time,
somehow, my body is weaken by my mind.....
I feel tired all the time, even without doing anything.....
Is this what i should be doing at time like this?
Everyone else is busy busy busy,
working on their work...
drawings.... etc

I am wasting time and searching for excuses.....
Somehow, because my confident level is so darn low now...


Yesterday,
I was told that Jing Si Aphorisms (静思语) are very useful for everyone....
I realized that somehow i have forgotten the existance of such thing since some times ago...
I still remember how i was influenced by all these wise words when i was little....
So, this morning, i have been reading through Jing Si Aphorisms (静思语) over and over again,

Some of them are like saying at my situation right now!

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"人生最大的成就，是从失败中站起来"

"The greatest achievement in the life is to rise up again from failure."

Yea, my design have not been accepted for a few weeks,

maybe that's why my confident is so low now....

but this phrase is exactly saying me....

How can i let some failures stop me some doing anything further?

Guess i should just keep on working until one of my design work~

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"做該做的事是智慧，做不該做的事是愚痴。"

"To do whatever should be done is wisdom；to do whatever should not be done is ignorance."

So again, i am not wise for not doing what i should be doing now=S

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Guess, there's no time to waste
Wish me luck=)
Hope that i can do it!

p/s: Maybe i will put a phrase of Jing Si Aphorisms to share with all of my readers in every post of mine in the future =D

Memories

What are memories?
Does it exist in a form which rely on objects or does it grow in your mind?

The human mind is a very powerful thing,
so powerful that it can never be understand completely.
Well,
you never know how many things it can store for you.

Some people say memories fade as time pass,
but i think they do no fade away but they are stored into somewhere deeper then before which you really need to dig and dig to remember.

I have memories,
good?
bad?
happy?
sad?
but to me, it doesn't really matter anymore..

For me,
memories mean past tense
memories are something like a reminder or something that educate you for the future
memories cannot be reused unless you are dreaming.

So there,
A box filled with memories
Some memories in a storage deep deep inside the brain
But those in the box and in the brain are not 100% same
Yet,
explaination are not required
for memories should remain memories
that's how i see the issue

Live get easier when you think stuff the simple way

When Designers Meet

When most people are sleeping soundly,
Here i am =D

It's really boring to work on the same thing for a long period of time....
So, designer Eric Vooi from Melbourne who did not sleep as well started chatting with
me xD

The conversation soon become gay

LOL

Yes, Gay display picture leads to gay conversation xD
ah well,
little fun in the middle of assignments =)

display pics and print screen credit to Mr. E.V xD

Fix me?

FIX YOU
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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
COULD IT BE WORSE?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

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Yes,
the 1st and 2nd verse are completely what i want to sing out loud now!

Yet,
No lights guiding me home.....
no one trying to fix me....
and
i am not fixing myself.....

A beutiful song by my favourite band
Come on,
where did my will and my motivation went to?

Baby come back?!