Make My Day

The questions about life often linger around us~
days after days we ought to search the answer on our own life~

What is life for actually?
Everyone is in pursuit of a happy life but how to actually own a life that is happy?
no ones really know=S

I've been observing people around me~
most of them are in search of happiness, thinking various ways to have fun in order to run away from the hectic life everyone is having
yet, those so called fun or happiness are short or should i say temporarily...
shopping, traveling etc...

yes, one should feel happy during the process
but before and after it, one may feel stressful preparing and calculating their budget and all
=S

that's life basically...
you refresh yourself for awhile through all these and go back to your work/studies
only to find yourself being depress and stressful once more not long after....
so the cycle keep on going...

Is there anyway to make one happy even though one is facing his/her hectic studies/work?
i wonder~
one really have to possess wisdom to do so i guess....

oh well,
doesn't matter how,


I don't understand a word but it
Make My Day =D

1st of July

Again, i have not been updating for ages~
Time passes extremely fast without i even realizing.
I am a bit confuse on what life should be like for a student....

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I have been working once in awhile throughout the holiday,
seems that all the work that i can involve in are utterly meaningless as the mechanics of every work are as easy as wasting my time to change some cash.....
What's the purpose of making money by wasting time thus leaving myself with no time to spend my money?
Anyhow, i did not learn anything new in particular...
The only thing is that i get to meet a lot of different people and observe how human behave and react to certain situations.....

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Oh by the way,
now i am at home recovering from my sickness which i don't know for sure is what.
Doctor said it might be dengue when i see him on Sunday but i think the fever has gone away yesterday.
Have been a very troublesome sickness that is for sure....
Vomited 4-5 times on Sunday and i was actually working in Port Dickson =S
In the end, i worked for few hours and drove home to rest and were close on having a few car accidents....
Man, i don't know how to explain but when you are so weak and energy less yet you need to drive 40KM without any mistakes....
There was even once i need to have an emergency stop by the road side just so that i won't vomit in the car!
I am just lucky i am alive!

Although i have stop vomiting, i go to the toilet quite often after that....
hopefully things are getting better today...much better=)
If not i will have to visit the doctor once more or might have to get emitted to the hospital @.@

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Have been trying to visit a few places but "sigh"
H1N1 everywhere....
All my initial plans have to be canceled =(
Anyhow, there's still a month of holiday and i am getting well,
so i already planned up something~

life have been funny and yet i have no idea how to explain how funny it was....
but in a way, i do feel lonely sometimes....
i realize i don't have a lot of real friends.....
mostly acquaintances~
oh well, i am glad i have those that stood by me=)

I felt lonely but i know i am not alone!
Yes, Michael Jackson singing "You're not Alone" to me
=D