Effort

It's 1.35pm now
I have not done anything for today....

Somehow i feel that i am such an odd person.
While everyone else focus on what should be done,
i focus on what should not be done for the time being...
Pathetic isn't it?

I just don't force myself enough.....
Trying to........
I never really put more than 60% effort in everything i have done before~
Why can't I?

How do i squeeze the remaining 40% out or even 10 more % will be good enough for now~
I just need to believe that i believe in the law of attraction....

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甘愿做，欢喜受。
Be willing to do, be happy to bear.