Tuesday, April 14, 2009

After a suicidal attempt

The clock kept on ticking,
Ideas does not come with the flow of time
The only things that came along with the pass of time was fatigue

When you have to work on something that cannot be finished you tend to be stressful.
There is no saying that once you done that amount of work you are done with it as it has no limitation.

You can sketch 3 drawings and say you are done or you can do 20 drawings with modal and come together with a pile of researches and say you don't think it is enough.
That's the life i am living in...
You tell yourself if the work is done and yet even you think you have enough, you might be told you show little effort or you are on the wrong track which completely blow you away.

Staying overnight in the studio can be dangerous if you does not prepare or if you are not used to it.
Studio in the middle of the night is a freaking cold room that you can store you ice cream in.
Taking the solid drafting table and the stupid bangku as bed does not trouble me much as i used to do that a lot.
So my problem is just the freaking cold temperature!

All these contributed to the zombie like me in the morning today.
The zombie like me presented my work fluently but when it came to questions, for the 1st time i cannot answer..... my mind freeze and i just wanted to get over with it at that time which i am regretting now.

One thing for sure is that i really salute Felix for being able to stay at studio for 5 nights=.=
It's like his second home by now and i know eventually i will have to come to life like that too.
People always thought we were doing last minute work but if it isn't last minute, we wouldn't be able to tell if what we are doing is on the track.
We did work before that, just that we keep modifying our work until seconds before our submissions... that's our life i guess...

Guess i am just too naive....
It's still a long way to go............
Hopefully, things will be right on track as time pass.....

4 comments:

Szeshee said...

now only i get the meaning of UR last minute work.
it's tough
Add oil!!

beethoVEN said...

Gambate lar...
Life goes, juz follow its path..

jasle89 said...

uncle. take care leh. dont later become a zombie uncle.

Belle said...

do ur best.
hardship always come b4 success~ ^^